I don’t know why my heart has been so stirred by stories of kids with divorced parents. It breaks my heart to see how empty and lonely they feel. Even more so, that they might not know how to have an amazing, fulfilling marriage some day. I’m writing an open letter to my students, that they may find healing and acceptance amidst a painful and uncontrollable situation.
You are loved. Even if you do not feel loved. Even if you feel alone and the cause of pain. You are so fiercely loved. Nothing you can do can change the fact that you are a child of God.
This world, which is full of sin, can be hard and painful. I am so sorry that you are learning this so young. My prayer is that you will find wisdom and not harden your heart. God has such amazing things planned for your life. If you close yourself off you will miss out on so many awesome things. I hope that you will keep your heart open to love and be loved. Because no matter what you’ve been through you are deserving of love. You deserve to be loved.
I want to tell you a secret most grown-ups won’t tell you: adults don’t always behave the way they should. They are people with problems just like everyone else. And even though your parents have made choices that have deeply affected you, it does not mean that you are responsible. I know that you want to feel loved and accepted by your parents, as every child does. And sometimes it feels like your parents don’t love you when they fight or argue.
Even though this might be hard to understand, your mom and dad are hurting too. Whatever it is that has come between your parents has caused them pain. And just as you feel hurt and confused, they are feeling that too.
Know that if you don’t feel loved by them that you are loved by a perfect Father in heaven. He wants to take every pain from you. And all the things that you desire from your parents can be found in His ultimate love for you.
God loves you enough to give you the strength and wisdom beyond your years to get through this. Your life does not end here.
I want you to know that marriage is worth the fight. I know you probably don’t believe me. I want you to have an amazing, earth shattering, shooting star marriage. I want you to feel God’s love for you through your future husband or wife. I want your spouse to be fully loved by you. I want you to have a best friend that knows everything about you and can walk by your side for the rest of your lives together.
I want to tell you a secret behind every “perfect marriage”, they fight all the time. No one is perfect and we all make mistakes. We also won’t always agree on everything. When that happens strong couples put on boxing gloves and have it out. They don’t bottle it up, or lie, or ignore problems. That is how little problems become HUGE problems. There will be things that you fight about and talk to death over and over and over, because people are complicated and it is hard to change. But it is worth working through those problems for the overwhelming acceptance you feel after. Strong couples always apologize. It is never just one person’s fault. There is always something that you contributed to the situation, even if it is small.
Having a healthy marriage is hard work. But nothing compares to the deep love and acceptance that comes from a spouse that knows every part of you inside and out. It takes maturity and selflessness to have a strong marriage. My prayer is that you allow God to show you how to love and be loved.
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7